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↻ what is autism- Language:
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not "your' anything by 24begaydonothing81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jun 2026
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SHANE: Lily.
LILY: Hello
SHANE: Dead to me.
What the actual fuck?
LILY: ??
SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
LILY: ahh
I am in trouble
Yes?
Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).- Language:
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Blizost by princepixel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Apr 2026
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So what is the plan now, Mr. Spreadsheet?
“Honestly I was kind of hoping your consciousness would just click back into your body once I touched you.” Shane scratches the back of his head.
You treat me like slap bracelet, Ilya complains.
After a bad hit knocks Ilya’s consciousness out of his body — literally — Shane finds himself sheltering the soul of his decade-long situationship in the back of his head. Turns out it’s a lot harder to keep secrets when you share a body.
(They definitely still try, though.)
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Have read. Happy ending.
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Ilya living in Shane’shead lol
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final bosses of codependency🩷
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Growth Can Be Hard by hauntedhideaway
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jul 2026
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Shane thinks he's got life under control, despite how precarious that control is, until Ilya wants to have the talk. The talk about having children. Shane spirals and starts on a journey that takes him to some unexpected revelations and carries him through the worst few weeks of his life. Even worse than being outed involuntarily.
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Nursing Diagnosis: Lovesick (Related to You, as evidenced by Us) by princessilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jul 2026
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Eighteen-year-old Shane Hollander has a life altering injury days before the NHL draft.
“Nursing Diagnosis: Impaired Physical Mobility related to trauma of the right knee as evidenced by decreased range of motion.”
All his years of ambition were reduced to seven words, written in a care plan by someone that didn't even know him.
At twenty-four, instead of stepping onto the ice he steps into an operating room where he tries his best to blend into the shadows. That was until he met Ilya Rozanov, a pediatric travel nurse and suddenly finds himself rewriting the care plan of his own life and realizing not all nursing diagnoses have to be a bad one.
Or: Certified Registered Nurse Anesthetist Shane Hollander and Pediatric Registered Nurse Ilya Rozanov find their way back to hockey. Together.
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For her twenty-eighth Valentine’s Day, Melissa King goes out to dinner with her boyfriend.
They have been officially together for fifteen days. Mel has a crusty, two-week-old glued scar in the middle of her head from a run in with a patient. Her twin sister is ghosting her. She is the happiest she has ever been.
The only problem she really has in her life right now, is that her boyfriend won’t have sex with her.
(Technically this follows directly on from another work, but holds up as a standalone!)
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- Part 2 of State of Grace
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unknown number by broadley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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Shane sees his ex at a cafe and texts what he thinks it’s a dud number to look busy, little does he know it belongs to Ilya. Shane uses the thread to use as a reminder for stuff he has to do. Ilya enjoys reading what this mysterious man does until he gets a text at 3am.
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Did I hold you facing away from me? by Shanebug (Wildandflourecent), Wildandflourecent
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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“I thought Ilya was, like, the man here,” Hayden motioned. Something suspiciously sounding like Jackie’s voice in the back of his brain told him that wasn’t the right wording, but he was too tired and already too buzzed to care. Besides, this was Shane, he didn’t need to say the perfect thing. Shane knew what he meant.
Scott shifted. “They are both men, Hayden” he said very formally. Hayden suddenly felt like his dad was lecturing him.
Hayden sighed. “No, Shane, you know what I mean.”
Shane’s brow furrowed in concentration. “Like, because I bottom?” He said, slightly embarrassed.
Scott’s steady gaze on Hayden suddenly turned very sharp.
“No!” Hayden started. “Well, maybe? I don’t know how that works. I just mean, like, you’re real gay and Ilya likes women, right?”
OR 5 times Hayden realizes other people know his best friend better than him, and the 1 time Shane tells him himself.
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- Part 6 of Est. 2021
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“I think myself and almost every queer person I know has gone through the heartbreaking process of having what you thought were a few supportive friends early on, just to slowly realize how shitty they are as your community and confidence expands later. Sometimes people are interested in learning and growing with you, and sometimes they take any sort of constructive feedback as a criticism, that what they have given you so far is a gift and they can’t be in the wrong bc you should be grateful for what they gave you.”
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On Wanting To Live And Other Choices by mustangisinflames
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Iron Lung (2026)
03 Jul 2026
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Ch.12 excerpt:
"“Ah-mmmm I…” A rasping wet gulp of air, a whined note of pain to place a plosive consonant against a misaligned alveolar ridge. Grace could feel an empathetic echo ache on the left side of his own face, the thought of exposed gum and muscle forced to move, the cracking of newly formed scabs, enough to make him feel nauseous. Simon screwed his eye shut, “D- ehm-d?”
It took a moment of gathering the sounds and rolling through them in his head, brain making comparisons and approximations when they weren’t good enough to work the noises into one coherent phrase. Ah-mmmm I d-ehm-d? Am I d-ehm-d? Am I deh-d?
Am I dead?"
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Still trying to save their respective planets, Grace and Rocky gain a new problem they need to solve: the body of impossible human being appearing in the Hail Mary's airlock. Things slowly get worse from there.
Or: It's not enough to want to live. You have to make a choice.
www.tumblr.com/mustangs-flames
fic tag on tumblr: #owtlaoc
Ch. 12 up NOW!
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midnight in brooklyn by lifesbett3r_0nsatyrn
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 May 2026
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on valentine’s day, steve gets tony a new cologne, and he begins to constantly wear it, throwing peter completely off his groove.
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the harvest left no food for you to eat (you cannibal, you meat-eater, you see) [stylized] by icallthismethod_hope
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
28 Jun 2026
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the untold story of rocky & grace's trip back to erid. it does not go well.
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holy shi
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You've Got Mail! by wermbrain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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The hockey world is shocked when #1 draft pick Ilya Rozanov backs out of the NHL last second and opts to play for the KHL in his home country. Nobody knows why, and he leaves North America without comment. So Shane does what any kid with a crush did in 2010.
He emails him.
Or; the Hollanov epistolary email fic
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Dear PenPal, Cry Every Day Until My Next Letter by disappearordie, thedaisyfairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jul 2026
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In 2003, Shane Hollander is assigned a PenPal, and gains a friend. A friend who smokes, calls him boring, and gives him ridiculous nicknames.
Across the world, Ilya Rozanov practices his English with a curious Canadian boy whose name he can't fucking remember.
Or, before they were Canada's Shane Hollander and Russia's Ilya Rozanov, they were Cat and Elijah. Shane has no reason to suspect his childhood PenPal is his hockey rival, and Ilya has never even considered that the man he's falling for is also the boy he already fell in love with through letters and postcards.
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Table for Two? by itallends
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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Rozanov is looking at him intensely, mouth pursed in a smirk, eyes alight. “You eat dinner?”
“What?”
“Dinner,” Rozanov says, “Is meal you eat in evening. You have it?”
“You’re asking me if I eat dinner?”
Rozanov tilts his head. “My English is not so bad, I think.”
“No, it isn’t,” Shane says, although he’s still confused by Rozanov’s question. After a beat, where all he can focus on is Rozanov’s thick eyebrows, Shane confirms: “Yes, of course I eat dinner.”
“Good. Me too.” Rozanov is still smirking. Shane’s starting to think it might be his default expression. “We have that in common: playing hockey and eating dinner.”
Or: five times Ilya Rozanov tried to ask out Shane Hollander, and the one time he succeeded.
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What Happened in the Silence by misplacedmetaphor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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In the months between Sochi and Vegas 2014, Shane Hollander decides he’s done watching Ilya from a distance.
He stops waiting.
Told through alternating POV, this fic explores what happens when Shane moves on, and what it does to Ilya to realize he doesn’t get to decide where Shane stays.
It was never just sex. It was never just a game.
And when Shane finally chooses steadiness, it changes the rules.
And who is that man?OR
Shane is trying to build something honest.
Ilya is trying not to lose him.
And the silence they used to live inside is no longer an option.filled with angst. slow burn.
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- Part 1 of What Happened in the Silence
- Part 1 of In the Margins
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Boys Will Be Boys by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.- Words:
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so hot it’s hurting my feelings by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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“We are in hell, surely,” Ilya complains, sweat beading at his temples as he flops down on the couch beside Shane. “Why is it so hot? Is this what we get for having gay sex?”
Shane fixes him with an unamused stare. “Because it’s barely 10am, and it’s already 34 degrees outside. Oh, and the AC is broken.”
“I am going to kill myself.”
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(now again) I am calling out by hehered
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jul 2026
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All-Stars 2010 welcomes Sai Hollander, the first female player in history, to its ice. Meanwhile, rumours begin to circulate within the league that there is something more than a rivalry going on between her and Ilya Rozanov.
Liliya Rozanova wishes that it were true.
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please, won't you (make a family with me) by virtual_typewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jul 2026
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Léa Martin @MrsLéaMartin92
Shane Hollander is TAKEN !?Clara @mrsshanehollander4ever
Shane Hollander has a BABY????Léonie @LeonieGagnon27328
Is this officially the NHL’s cutest baby?Lily @BostonLily1991
DOES THE BABY HAVE FRECKLES?Charlotte @charlottefromquébec
Replying to @BostonLily1991
what?One month before the tuna melt incident, pictures are posted online of Shane and Hayden’s outing to the aquarium.
Within minutes, the internet is convinced that Shane Hollander has become a father, and people everywhere are mourning the fact that the NHL’s most eligible bachelor is off the market.
“People everywhere” includes Ilya Rozanov.
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The Other Option by AllieHollanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jun 2026
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Ilya. He is still sleeping fitfully in Irina’s bed, face crumpled and lips turned down. Irina leans over him and presses a single kiss to the crease between his eyebrows, and then leans back just enough to watch Ilya’s big, blue eyes blink open at her.
She holds a finger against her lips, waiting until Ilya nods before she straightens up and beckons him to get out of bed. When Ilya is standing, Irina helps him into a clean sweater, his coat, scarf, and hat. Ilya looks terribly confused, but allows himself to be dressed like a toddler, watching his mother curiously but without question. He is twelve years old, certainly old enough to dress himself, and maybe Grigory has a point when he insists that Irina coddles Ilya too much, but, good heavens, that face, how could she not?
It is not until Ilya notices the suitcase by the bedroom door that his expression changes. His eyes darken at first, and then his face screws up minutely, looking at Irina with thinly veiled horror.
“Be completely silent, solnyshko,” Irina breathes. “We have to go.”
Irina Rozanova chooses differently.
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3/5 this pissed me off