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    Aerion’s gaze lingered. He had watched Duncan the Tall for years. It was a habit he had never cared to examine too closely, and saw no cause to begin now. The man was difficult to ignore, if only for his size, and there was something in the way he held himself—solid, unyielding—that drew the eye whether one wished it or no. Tonight, that solidity had softened at the edges.

    An AU in which Duncan is raised at court, and Aerion mistakes the shape of his own wanting for something else—until it refuses to be mistaken any longer.

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    I just cannot believe that a man so deeply in love with Ilya Rozanov would not have looked up how to say “I love you” even once.

    This is the “I Love You” confessional the way I think it actually happened.

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    “You understand Russian now? Since when?”

    Shane’s hand leaves Ilya’s side and Ilya wants to crawl inside himself. This isn’t how he imagined this conversation going, in any iteration — good or bad — that he had dreamt up prior to this moment.

    “Rozanov, answer the fucking question.” There’s an edge of hysteria in his voice and Ilya’s heart — lodged firmly in his oesophagus at the moment — yearns to fix it.

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  3. 16

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    The world hits Eddie Diaz with sharp jabs; punches to the gut, chest, face.

    And he’s caught, trapped, between the blows—that are fast and hard like snipers to his left, like Greggs with a bullet in his chest, like Shannon bloody on the ground—and relief.

    Relief that comes quick and far between, like Christopher in his arms, like the 118 by his side, like a cold beer in his kitchen, just him and Buck.

    He’s always alternating between the two, never not ready for the blow, never not waiting for relief to end.

    That’s all he’s known, all he’s ever known.

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    Eddie’s been the man of the house since he turned 11 years old.

    Title from “Placing the Blame” by Self.

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    An accumulation of all of the MHA one-shots and short stories I've written.

    Also, don’t be afraid to join the discord!!

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    He’s fading, can’t hold onto himself longer. Rex’s firm grip on his shoulder is the only thing keeping him here, a steady reminder that someone forgives him, that he isn’t completely alone.
    Waxer has never cried before, not once. It isn’t him.
    He’s not sure if the single tear that escapes him counts as crying, but it’s the closest he’ll ever get.

    Waxer meets the ground. Hard.

     

     

    Or; Waxer dies on Umbara and wakes up back on the Negotiator, three days before his death.

     

    !!!! This fic is abandoned and will not be updated !!!!

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    If saving your life caused you more suffering than dying ever could, would you thank the man who did it, or would you kill him?

    Samantha is brilliant, driven, and running on empty. A visit to her old best friend was supposed to be a reset. Instead, one night tears her life apart and leaves her one breath from death.

    The man who saves her has his own methods, a cure much worse than the disease. Cleansed with light, stripped of everything, Sam loses herself layer by agonizing layer, and wakes up in the Bright Room as a mystery: to her captor, and to herself.

    The only thing she's sure she's not is a victim. But reclaiming her life means dealing with a captor whose ruthlessness is matched only by how broken he is; a debt to him she can't balance against the trauma he caused; and a thing waking inside her that may be more dangerous than the infection itself.

    What develops between them is Beauty and the Beast, followed to its natural conclusion: two beasts, containing each other.

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    Meet Karla (24), a woman with a traumatic past. She lost everyone she ever felt for in one terrible night. Since then, she has had a hole in her heart that she didn't know how to fill.

    When she meets Christen one gloomy afternoon, she hatches a plan. The girl would be perfect to take the place of her unborn child.

    Experience the abyss of a desperate woman and her unwilling daughter. How will Christen react to her abduction? Will Karla finally be broken by the task of making Christen her daughter? How much resistance can and will Christen put up and to what extent does her history play a role in this?

    I hope that my previous readers will trust me enough to enjoy this somewhat darker story. As usual, I will try to treat the more delicate passages with grace. The focus of the story lies in the struggle of the two women, their traumas, Christen's shame and humiliation, and Karla's desperate attempt to be happy, no matter what she has to do to achieve it.

    Polite comments are very welcome.

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    A bored Hogwarts invents a game. Regulus Black becomes the unwilling centrepiece: blindfolded, seated, and forced to choose a date from five anonymous contestants behind a curtain. What begins as chaos spirals into something sharper when one voice—low, assured, and unsettlingly precise—starts answering as if it knows him better than anyone else.

    Sirius Black enters for a joke. He stays to win.

    As the questions turn intimate and the answers cut closer to truth than performance, Regulus finds himself drawn—against pride, against sense—to a stranger who understands him too well. The reveal is inevitable. The consequences are not.

    By the time the curtain falls, the entire school is watching.

    And Sirius is no longer pretending.

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    Vergil has returned from the depths of Hell, but not everything came back whole. Something inside him has shifted, warped beyond repair. As his control slips further with each passing day, Dante and Nero watch him teeter on the edge of something terrifying. But when a mission goes violently wrong, and Vergil wakes up to a bloodbath he doesn’t remember, it becomes clear—he’s scared of what he’s becoming. And so are they.

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    Can Gojo resist Drunk Utahime's attempts to seduce him?

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    Shane looked at Ilya in a funny sort of way, eyes flicking about his face. Thinking. Ilya knew this expression well.

    “Tell me,” he encouraged softly. Shane looked at him for a bit longer, weighing something unknown in his mind. Then he spoke.

    “You know, I miscarried once.”

    OR: A false alarm at the Pike household leads Shane to confess an old secret to Ilya. Cue the tailspin.

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  13. 72

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    “I just don’t understand why you would go through all this trouble just so I could see that you have changed,” Dunk asked, bewildered.

    Aerion looked… forlorn. There was a distance in his lavender eyes, as though they were veiled by an invisible fog. He blinked it away and met Duncan’s gaze, a soft smile replacing his brief melancholy.

    “Do you truly not know, Ser?”
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    Nine years after Ashford, Prince Aerion Brightflame devises a careful plan to make Ser Duncan the Tall devote himself to him completely: gifts, proximity, patience, and eventually seduction.

    What begins as obsession slowly mutates into something far more dangerous. Because the more Aerion tries to win Duncan through manipulation, the more he changes into the sort of man Duncan could genuinely start to develop feelings for.

    Unfortunately for him, Ser Duncan is far too oblivious to notice any of this until it is far too late.
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    or : Aerion's dramatic and accidental redemption arc

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    “If you want to enjoy the sight,”

    Dan Heng suddenly jolts, only now realizing that he has been lingering at Blade’s chest.

    “Save it for when I’m not bleeding out.”

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    Or; the events that transpired before they arrive at the TV Station.

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    When childhood friends talk for the first time since they argued, a surprising romance buds, or has it always been there. A story of acceptance and confusion featuring Oikawa and reader( Sakura Suou)

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  16. 94

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    You were supposed to be a bystander. That was the plan. Suck it up. Be the Head Clan. Do your job. Be lazy about it. But don’t make it too obvious. Get paid. And live a long happy mundane life.

    Until, Gojo Satoru came in and ruined it.

    [this fictional work is semi canon compliant and will be covering all series from cursed child arc to the culling game arc so please do have patience with the slow burn]
    [average word count per chapter: 5K - 12K]
    [reader discretion is advised]

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    A few months after moving to Gotham for a better job opportunity, Clark realizes it isn't all it shaped up to be. Forced to find a second job to make ends meet, Clark is hired part time at Gotham Men’s Shelter, where he meets Bruce Wayne, homeless and deep in the throes of addiction after the death of his butler and the loss of his father’s company.

    Could they each be exactly what the other needs, a light in the darkness, a familiar face in a city of strangers? How fine is the line between a helping hand and one that enables?

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    You spend weeks aboard the Enterprise wearing a perfect mask of humor and confidence, convincing everyone including yourself that you’re fine while a depressive relapse quietly eats away at you.

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    The Sandpiper network guided countless men, women, and children to safer lands. To many, it was a beacon of hope in dark times. To others, it was an uprising meant to be snuffed out.

    No one, however, had any plans in place to save the Sandpiper.

    Not even the Sandpiper himself.

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    Duke sputtered as Bruce's massive gauntlet-clad fingers fumbled clumsily at the edges of his helmet. "B—Batman, I swear if you break my mask—"

    Bruce ignored him, growling low in frustration when he couldn't find the release mechanism (because Duke had learned from Jason’s horror stories and installed a biometric lock).

    Steph landed nearby. "Oh my god, I think he’s trying to check your temperature like a sick kid. B, we have literal thermometers in the suits."

    Dick swung down next to them. "Nah nah nah, this is classic Batdad behavior—first comes the baby-carrying, then comes the 'must inspect child for ouchies' phase." He leaned in toward Duke. "He did this to me once after Fear Gas. Held me up by the armpits to check for head wounds."

    Bruce finally gave up on removing Duke’s helmet, only to press their foreheads together with an audible thunk. "...No fever?"

    Yeah. He was definitely a little inebriated on the gas.

    Duke went completely still. "...Did you just headbutt me?"

    "Safe?"

    Duke was starting to realize why everyone called Bruce "Caveman B" when drugged. (Damnit, Crane.)

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