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  1. 39

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    Ilya Rozanov is straight.
    Right?
    Well, maybe not. The boner he's currently pointing at his rival certainly doesn't seem to think so.
    Good thing Shane Hollander never misses an opportunity to teach proper stick handling technique.

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    OR: Ilya's body aggressively informs him that he isn't straight, when he gets hard just from looking at Shane during their post-CCM shoot shower. They hook up in room 1014, where Shane takes the lead.

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    Where everyone expects Draco to become a murderer…
    Harry just wants him to stay safe.

    Or:

    Where Draco keeps pretending everything is under control.
    Harry keeps believing him.
    They are both catastrophically wrong. 

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    Where Harry and Draco invent an entire language made of heartbeats…
    …and somehow still manage to misunderstand each other.

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  3. 80

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    “Nah…” Naim’s heart stops in his chest, the joint between his fingers shaking profusely as he raises it to his lips, swallowing the ball lodged in the back of his throat. He struggles to push the words out of his mouth when Ryan looks at him like that, blue eyes sparkling in the setting sunlight. The other man’s beauty is distracting. What was he talking about?

    “Nothing.”

    (The full scene from Leviticus (2026) because the original is way, way too short.)

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    When his phone rang loud in the stillness, waking Jack from the sleep of the dead he'd perfected in war zones half a world away, he sat straight up in bed and knew: something was wrong.

    His phone announced it was Dana—and it was 0721—which shot a little thrum of worry through him as he answered. "What happened?" he asked, no preamble. She wouldn't wake him if shit hadn't gone sideways.

    "Robby hasn't come in yet and he's not answering his phone," she said, voice grim. "He's never missed a shift without calling." She spoke quietly, probably standing in the middle of the ED, trying to keep up a brave face for everyone else. As much as she could, anyway. People tended to notice when the fucking chief attending didn't show up to work.

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    "It's only temporary, right?" Dean says. "Just until you're healed up, and then we'll never have to see each other again. So what do you say, Castiel, do you want to marry me or not?"

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    Erling Haaland is not nervous about Brazil.

    No, what's much more nerve-wracking is seeing Jude Bellingham standing in front of him, shy and uncertain, and so unfairly gorgeous.

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  8. 60

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    “I didn’t know!” Merlin’s voice rises in pitch now to match Arthur’s. “I didn’t know what you would do, not at first—”

    “And what about after I helped you get the druid boy out of the castle? Hmm?”

    Arthur has Merlin there, or at least he thinks he does. Certainly, Merlin deflates a bit, and the strange, heavy atmosphere that had settled over them seems to lighten slightly. But the next words out of Merlin’s mouth are, “So I was supposed to just let you make me leave too? I couldn’t do that, Arthur, I wouldn’t. Not then, not ever.”

    “I wouldn’t have sent you away,” Arthur protests before he can think better of it. He’s struggling to hold onto the anger, the betrayal, but in the face of Merlin’s own evident pain, his overwhelming instinct is to make it go away. “I would have never sent you away, Merlin!”

    “Why not?” Merlin demands.

    “Don’t—” Arthur swallows hard. “Don’t pretend you don’t know,” he goes on, barely more than a whisper. “Not now.”

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    In which Arthur finds discovers Merlin's magic due to Merlin's own bleeding heart, they acknowledge the bond they share, and Arthur realizes that he never had to know about Merlin's magic to truly know him anyway.

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    Rozanov watches him for a second, something a little sharper slipping into his gaze. “How did you figure it out?’’ He pauses. “That it’s me?’’

    “Mmm. First, I recognised your chain when you got out of the water.’’ Shane says brushing the cross that hung from Rozanov’s neck with a finger. “ I went to check the pictures you sent me to make sure it’s the same, and it was. Well and then you sent a message in the group chat.”

    “So you immediately texted me the moment you found out?’’

    “Basically, yeah.”

    “Good thing you do not think and also sent a message into chat.’’ Rozanov snickers teasingly.

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    The aftermath of Does it count as catfishing?

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    It's 1992, and Mike and Will are juniors in college and living together in a tiny NYC apartment. Life is great. It's everything Mike could ever want: his best friend, an incredible city, and the world at his fingertips. The only problem? He's in love with said best friend and has no idea how he could ever tell him.

    Luckily for him, he's presented with an opportunity to get much closer to him every Friday night, as long as he promises not to get all weird after. How hard could that be?

    Or: Mike and Will become friends with benefits and the universe laughs because they're both ridiculously in love with each other.

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    In high school, Maya Bishop was a ghost on the track, always running, always aching, always pretending her father’s hands hadn’t left bruises. She didn’t believe anyone could love someone like her—until Carina DeLuca moved to Seattle with her own scars and a heart full of warmth, Maya didn’t know how to accept. This is their story: the slow undoing of pain, the stubbornness of healing, and the life they build—deliberate, imperfect, and entirely theirs.

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    Something is wrong with Buck.

    Well, okay, there are probably a couple things wrong with Buck, given that he’s recovering from being struck by actual, literal lightning, but it’s not just the complications that come along with all of that that has Eddie worried.

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    Or, what if the lightning strike - that hit both Buck & Eddie - had unforeseen side effects?

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    “And what’s the point of it?”

    “Of love? There isn’t one. Loving is its own purpose.”

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    So Keith is good at that, at waiting, at longing. No one would think that patience is a strength of his but perhaps that is because, more aptly put, it is actually his weakness. For when Keith waits, it seems, he always waits a little too long. He always misses the right moment.

    Maybe, he muses in retrospect, that is because the right moment never existed in the first place.

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    Harry Potter is turning 50 years old and feeling lonelier than ever. Divorced, retired, and learning he’s not quite as straight as he thought he was, Harry reluctantly accepts a birthday gift from his friends for a week’s stay at an idyllic French vineyard. Too bad Hermione and Ron neglected to mention that the owner of the winery happens to be a certain quick-witted blond Slytherin…

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  18. 6

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    After pushing them off the cliff and letting the fates decide their future, Will Graham wakes up in the ocean.

    Alone.

    Wrestling for control with the monster deep inside him, he plans how he will hurt and kill Hannibal (once the man comes back, because lets be real, that asshole wouldn't simply die—that would be too contrite). However, his goals shift and flicker as he finds himself through killing others. Anger drives him forward. Even as he comes to accept himself, his desperate love and need for Hannibal, he remains furious. It doesn't help that Hannibal hovers in the edges of his vision, refusing to leave, a permanent fixture in Will's mind—yet never real enough.

    Somehow, through the violence and blood, through love and fury so holy it can't be anything but divine, they find their way back together.

    or. post fall, hannibal leaves. will proceeds to hallucinate him, kill people, have character development, and finally gets his prayers answered. ft smutty lovely reunion

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  19. 5

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    Jisung paused. “How are you feeling so far?”

    “I like this. All of it. Very very much. I want to put my hand on your leg. And as soon as possible I’d like to make out with you.” Minho’s tone was all business.

    Jisung laughed in surprise before his smiling eyes fell back to Minho’s.

    “PowerPoint kink, huh? Noted.”

    — — —

    Han Jisung writes a PowerPoint on how to date. Lee Minho follows every instruction to the letter.

    This is a story about two hot nerds that agree to follow a few simple rules and accidentally communicate their way into a healthy relationship.

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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