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There were two truths Marc Spector understood about life: you could either be bored or in trouble. Right now, he was neither, which was worse.
The whole scene started in a warehouse.
Warehouses, Marc mused, were like New York's collective dirty laundry—places to hide all manner of unsavory things until someone, inevitably, came along to kick the door down and take a good, long sniff. In this case, the stench belonged to traffickers and other assorted lowlifes who, in their wisdom, had decided that the shadows made them untouchable. That was their first mistake.
Their second mistake? Thinking the Fist of Khonshu had retired.
He hadn't. Not yet.
A crescent dart flew from his fingers, embedding itself deep in a thug's shoulder. The man staggered back with a strangled cry, and Marc allowed himself a fleeting thought: "God, I miss when this used to make sense."
Except, of course, it never really had. But back when he had people—when he had Steven and Jake in his ear, when Frenchie still picked up his calls, when Marlene still looked at him like he was someone worth saving—he felt on top of the world.
He wasn't sure when it all started slipping away. Maybe it had been gradual, like sand slipping through his fingers. Or maybe it had happened all at once, an avalanche he hadn't been quick enough to outrun. Either way, here he was. Alone. Still playing the role of Moon-Knight, long past the point where it felt like a calling and more like a habit he couldn't break.
For a while, he had stopped. He'd put the suit away, let the city's shadows stretch on without him, let someone else play protector for once. He told himself it was a break, that it wasn't quitting—just stepping back. But days bled into weeks, then months, and nothing changed. The world kept spinning, crime kept thriving, and the people he cared about... well, they moved on. Frenchie had his restaurant, Marlene had her peace, and even the idea of Moon-Knight had faded into myth, another masked vigilante swallowed up by the city's endless churn. Maybe that should've been a relief. Maybe it should've been enough. But it wasn't. Because when he wasn't wearing the mask, when he wasn't fighting, all he had left was himself.
And Marc Spector isn't exactly a joy to be around...
He ducked under a wild swing, pivoting smoothly and sending his attacker sprawling with a sharp strike to the ribs. A crowbar clattered to the floor. He barely spared it a glance.
There was no reason to keep doing this. Not really. Khonshu was silent, even more so than usual. Steven was buried under god-knows-what, and Jake—well, if Jake had something to say about all this, he was keeping it to himself.
So why was Marc still here?
The answer came as quickly as the question.
Because if he wasn't Moon-Knight, he didn't know who he was.
His grip on the next crescent dart tightened.
Once, he had convinced himself that he was in control. That he wore the mask because it was a choice, because it was his mission. But the truth was, the mission was all that was left. It had outlasted everything else—his friendships, his love life, even his God.
And maybe that was why he stayed. Because as long as he kept going, as long as he was still needed, he could pretend that the rest of it—the loneliness, the exhaustion, the gnawing emptiness in his chest—didn't matter.
He turned his attention back to the last man still standing, the poor bastard frozen in place, weighing his options.
Marc sighed, "Just get out of here."
The thug ran.
Marc let him run.
As the warehouse settled into silence, he stood there for a long moment, listening to nothing but the sound of his own breathing.
Alone again.
Always.
He exhaled, rolling his shoulders as he turned towards the exit.
At least it was quiet.
And sometimes, the quiet was all you had left.