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After a reckless night, Zanka finds his whole world turning upside down by the force that is Jabber Wonger, a stranger who embodied everything Zanka had been taught to denounce. Everything in his life gets redefined, leaving him unsteady and lost.
And free.
(Zanka is gonna be frustrating as hell at first, bear with me he has character development to go through!)
Edit 4/1: Please do not ask me who tops and who bottoms. I will not answer. This fic is not only about sex, there's a story being told, a larger narrative. If the most important thing to you when reading this is who tops and who bottoms, this story isn't for you. Thank you.
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There Will Come a Day For His Reckoning by GreyNarcissus
Fandoms: Castlevania: Nocturne (Cartoon)
16 Feb 2025
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"Nobody told him how he was supposed to cope when the objects of his distraction were within the very walls of the church itself."
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Between his teenage years in Malta to the Order's arrival in Machecoul, Mizrak had faced many challenges to his faith. But no stronger than in the form of his attraction to men. This is an imagined backstory featuring several non-canon characters, but of course, ending with the events of Mizrak's first meeting and tryst with Olrox.
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Repressed homosexual ramblings. Reminds me of myself at times.
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Warm Bodies by Kiboutie
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
22 Jul 2025
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With a grunt, Hikaru turns to his side before going completely lax, body spread pliant across the wooden floor. His t-shirt slips up, exposing his tummy, the little mosquito bites near his belly button twinkling teasingly.
It’s impossible to look away.
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- Part 7 of kiboutie's yoshikaru crumbs
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Perhaps Chad’s problem-solving methods tended to lean on the side of overdramatic, but there were some things in life that couldn’t be whisked away by the magic of a happily ever after. Sometimes things just went wrong, and Chad had always been the pragmatic sort. He could see the warning signs accumulating into something that couldn’t be managed, and he reacted appropriately.
Maybe, just maybe, resorting to time travel to erase your soon-to-be failure of a relationship wasn’t the most rational thing to do, but Chad was at the end of his rope. The plan was simple: return to the first day of the masquerade that had started it all and avoid his lovers, thus derailing the events that would lead to the culmination of his relationship. It was straightforward. It was ludicrous.
Somehow, he managed to mess it up anyway.
Also known as: That time Chad used time travel to end his relationship and was immediately derailed by the hurricane force of chaos that was one Gilbert LeGume. Because of course.
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- Part 2 of Life is a Masquerade
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The Only Way Out is Through by careskwrites
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander has learned to be pretty resilient in his life. He’s a strong person. He can handle being the face of a franchise that he’s maybe single handedly dragging back from mediocrity. He can handle being the face of diversity in the NHL. He can handle being the best Asian player in history. He can handle being a little different from his teammates. But what he cannot handle, is being the gay Asian-Canadian franchise player who’s a bit different from his teammates.
So after he and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the second time ever at the 2011 AllStars game, and Rozanov starts making plans for a third meeting when he’s in Montreal, Hollander gets spooked and makes a decision.
Fifteen months later he’s married to Alice Webster.
Here’s how it goes.
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Alternate Relationship Reveals - there are no secrets that time does not reveal by Promised_ivy
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jul 2026
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Alternative Relationship Reveals- All the different ways they didn't get found out
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When Will came out, he was relieved to be accepted by the people closest to him, especially Mike, and especially after Will made it clear to Mike that he was his crush. It was just a silly, stupid crush that really wasn’t about Mike at all. The best part is, Will got over it quickly, and they were able to laugh it off and remain friends. Things have been solid since he let those feelings go. That dumb high school bullshit is in the past. Their friendship is far too important to dwell on a crush that is doomed to be unreciprocated.
Imagine Will’s surprise when he catches Mike in a Chicago gay bar making out with another man.
Turns out, Mike is gay. So, what now? What is he supposed to do with this information? More importantly, what does that mean for them?
Friends? No thanks.
Best friends.
Or: The one where Mike is gay and Will is in the Friend Zone the whole time as he helps Mike along his self-acceptance journey.
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- Part 1 of The Book of Judith
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Resisting the Ranch Tease by TeasedTunic
Fandoms: The Legend of Zelda: The Ocarina of Time
25 Dec 2023
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Malon tries to overcome Link’s willpower as they work on the ranch together.
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Viktor barely just managed to set his glass down, passing his flinch as a tremor of the hands. Jayce did not mean the words in any way but friendly jest, perhaps even concern—Viktor was hardly the paragon of health; and there was surely talk of his nonexistent prospects. Besides, Jayce did not know any ill-will could be involved in such an innocuous sentiment.
The worst of his cruelty, after all, was unintentional.
“I have no constitution for marriage,” Viktor said, swallowing the bile.
[Or: After unwittingly becoming a scapegoat in an elaborate plan of Piltover's higher echelons to eschew observing their own strict laws, Viktor finds himself caught at the heart of a scandal and arrested overnight. Jayce, raised to heed the values that condemned him, is forced to either act or stand idle and watch his life fall apart around him. A Maurice and Giovanni's Room inspired AU.]
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“I haven’t really been to a wedding where I’ve, uh… let loose. But, hey,” Dennis shrugged, “maybe I’m doing it wrong.”
“If I hadn’t already agreed to go to this conference, I’d offer to go with you,” Robby said casually. “Show you how it’s done. I’ve got a good track record as a plus-one, too.” Dennis had to say something. To interrupt. To shut this down. But what was he supposed to say? No, you can’t be my plus one, because I lied about my cousin, and there is no wedding, and it seems a little weird to bring a date to a fucking funeral– “Apparently parents love it when you bring home a doctor.”
And just like that, the bubble popped.
“I’m not gay,” Dennis snapped.
He had never hated the sound of his own voice as much as he did right then.
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Or, Dennis is anxiously headed home for a "wedding" in Broken Bow, Nebraska, the details of which are increasingly fuzzy. Robby's got a medical conference in Omaha that same weekend. So they carpool. Seventeen hours both ways in an enclosed space with no way out except a tuck and roll. This'll go great.- Language:
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“Mom, this is Dr. Robinavitch!” Dennis said cheerfully, and suddenly he was hanging off of Robby’s arm, crowding close against his side. “From work,” he added, patting Robby on the chest in what could have been affection if it weren’t so wrong. “We hand out abortions together and give autism to kids with their vaccines–”
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Nancy is the bombshell of the 90's porn scene. Popular, poised, and pretty, she's unstoppable. What will happen when her ex (and her co-star) brings in a new hire?
She's cute. She's funny, and awkward, like a baby deer.
Nancy doesn't like it.
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- Part 1 of love in the 90s (is paranoid)
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kataphileō by LaByzance
Fandoms: Young Sherlock (TV 2026), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
08 Mar 2026
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kataphileō: The kiss that Judas bestows upon Jesus. The word is meant to conjure the image of an intense, repeated, or fervent kiss. In the New Testament it appears six times, each context highlighting a distinct moral or theological facet—devotion, reconciliation, affectionate fellowship, or treachery.
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Constantinople, 1871. James Moriarty doesn't know what he wants, or rather he does, but cannot be sure that it is his.
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Fanservice is good for business— or so everyone keeps saying. So when the company strongly encourages Jisung and Minho to step up their on-camera interactions to please the fans, they obligingly agree (after all, what's best for the band comes first). As the months go by and they both get swept up in the exaggerated closeness, silly nicknames and lingering glances, the line between fanservice and reality begins to blur. Things get, inevitably, messy.
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“Right. True. Anyways, you’re closer to death than me,” Dani says, pointing her finger at Manon. Manon looks at her, affronted.
“Dani, what the hell,” she says, but she’s laughing and then they’re both laughing, and Dani is so, so happy. She pushes her body into Manon, suddenly, draping herself on top of her, and Manon kind of lets out a surprised little grunt, but holds her.
“Thank you for tonight,” Dani says.
“Aw, of course. Happy birthday, baby girl,” Manon whispers into her hair.
Dani blushes. She likes that Manon calls her that. She turns around in her arms, so Manon is spooning her. Manon is slotted in behind her on the couch, her arms wrapped around Dani, and Dani likes this. She likes cuddling with Manon. It normally doesn’t really happen, not like this. Dani likes the feel of her, the warmth of her body, the smoothness of her skin, where they’re pressed together.
__OR: Dani and Manon move in together, and Dani turns 21, and Dani is definitely not gay.
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It's his junior year of college, and somehow Will is still deeply in love with Mike Wheeler. He thought he had moved on when he started dating Carlton, but that deep want in Will's chest never went away. Not even when Mike got what felt like the perfect 'cool' girlfriend. Not even when Mike kept pushing Will away and telling him he wasn't gay.
And it certainly wasn't helping that Will kept finding himself ending up in Mike's bed.
Or; another cheating, toxic byler in college AU
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Twisted Fates by JocelynBarro
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
25 Jun 2026
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Gwayne Redwyne is promised to Lord Ormund Hightower as his second spouse.
Lord Hightower will have his heirs.
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“I had heard that Qui Gon claimed young Skywalker to be the Chosen One, but your bond is incontrovertible proof.” Dooku continued, not bothered by Obi Wan’s silence. “It is clear to me now that Anakin Skywalker has the power to bring balance to the Force. But you, Obi Wan Kenobi, have the power to tip the scales of that balance.”
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- Part 1 of Fulcrum
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“Can you just make people do anything?”
Jax shrugs. “I dunno. Only used it once. Why, you volunteering?”
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- Part 2 of It's All the Same to Me
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When Cartman starts hooking up with the Imaginationland version of Kyle, everyone just rolls with it. But the real Kyle, naturally, has some concerns. Namely, how it's affecting his feelings towards Cartman. But when he finds out that his horny doppleganger would like to experience a life outside of Cartman's bedroom, they decide to do a Prince and the Pauper style swap.
But will Cartman find out? And would it be the worst thing in the world if he does?
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Devotion, Fidelity, Commitment, And Other Synonyms by morningsound15
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
30 Dec 2022
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And Beatrice is not good; she is not holy; she is not worthy of her vows. She is taking advantage of Ava’s good nature, of her warmth, of her need for physical intimacy. She knows that she is. She knows that when Ava reaches for her in the dark it isn’t because she’s reaching for Beatrice so much as she’s reaching for someone. A body. Any body would suffice. Beatrice’s body, with its racing heart and its trembling fingers, with its weak-kneed sensibilities and inability to say no, just happens to be near.
And Beatrice is not good; she is not holy; because she does not stop it from happening. She leans into it. She draws Ava into herself, she breathes in the scent of Ava’s shampoo, she revels in the warmth of her skin beneath her clothes, in the perfect way Ava’s soft curves seem to meld against her own hardness. Beatrice is all sharp edges. She is stern, she is steel.
She is weak, for Ava and everything about her.
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5 + 1: five times Ava initiates romantic contact with Bea + the one time Beatrice does