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    There were exits in life.

    He’d decided that if things became unbearable for long enough, there was always a way out.

    Now, there was the option to stay, and keep going. And there was the option to go back to Russia, and keep going. But then, there was also the third option. Always there, waiting for him if he ever decided to take it.

    Or: A teenage Ilya arrives at development camp already planning to kill himself. Shane keeps accidentally interrupting his suicide attempts because he’s obsessed with rules, routine, and following proper protocol.

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    Shane’s eyes opened in Sachskatwean and he blinked at the cold whipping around him. He nearly fell over in surprise. A moment ago he’d been so tired, kneeling at Ilya’s grave and wanting it all to just end.
    He hadn’t killed himself, he knew that’s the last thing Ilya would’ve wanted, but god he just wanted it all to be over.
    A blink and he was sitting in the rink in Sachsketwan, watching the junior Russia team run through drills

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009

    He’s dreaming of Rozanov again.
    He must be.

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    A very dark story about Raven Neil. How he was conditioned as a child, but part of him always rebelled against it.

    Some things unfold differently than in canon.

    In this version, Neil is THE best striker, and Riko hates him for it.

     

     

    Side notes: In my story, Riko is not the main villain. He is a minor wannabe antagonist, a cheap imitation of the kind Nathaniel grew up with. But still gruel

    Also, Andrew is not medicated and the relationship with Aaron is better than in canon. Not warm, God no - we’re talking about the Minyards - but tolerable.
     

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    His father would have given him away for free if pride had allowed it. But the Moriyamas valued transactions, contracts. Business. Everything had a prince.

    Even children.

    "Five hundred thousand dollars."

    Nathaniel heard the number one evening from the staircase.

    His mother said nothing.

    His father accepted.

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    Cliff: who handles yours? Mines handled by my team

    Cliff: my manager says its good tactic or some shit

    Ilya: oh so your team interacts with the account?

    Ilya: they know like inside bs?

    Cliff: insider, yeah yeah, kind off, they say its good publicity

    Cliff: and you can control what goes out or what not

    Ilya: oooo smart

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    Hm. Insider.

    To be clear. If he did this, its not like the account will be the front runner or anything. Let alone get insider bullshit but still. It'll probably help with his english right, it'll also make him updated on the rival's captain.

    It just make sense. And who knows it'll also help him know Hollander's strategy, see. It make sense. Thats all.

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    What if Rozanov was too enamored by Hollander after what happened in the hotel gym. Couldn't get enough of him that he made an update account to have a reason to watch his every move.

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