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Love in the time of addiction by Kate57
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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Shane starts smoking at twenty-seven and gets addicted faster than he ever thought possible. Years later, after retirement and a long fight to quit, he and Ilya finally become fathers to a daughter named Katya. Four months later, Shane relapses.
Shane responds the way he responds to most things: with rules. Smoke outside. Never smoke around Katya. Never lie to her about it. As Katya grows up and her questions get bigger, Shane and Ilya do their best to answer them honestly.
A series of connected vignettes about addiction, shame, parenthood, and the difference between what Shane believes about himself and what the people who love him see.
Post-TLG and canon compliant except that Ilya is a non-smoker and Shane is addicted to nicotine. Work is fully mapped. Title is a play on Love in the Time of Cholera.
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10 Jun 2026
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Your love is my drug by Bylerlumax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is part of the Russian mafia, ever since he was young he would get what he wanted, no thanks to his father, the king of the empire. So when he runs into Shane Hollander, a host at a diner, he decides he also wants him. No matter what it costs him.
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- 212,208
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22 May 2026
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Anyone With A Heart Would Agree by mitskibadoobee
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov try to live an inconspicuous life whilst being very very much in love. Shane transfers to a new college and finds some friends whilst Ilya is still famous hockey player.
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Shane Hollander is a college student, Ilya Rozanov is a hockey player, no one knows they're married.
(Title is a lyric from So Easy (To Fall In Love) by Olivia Dean)
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- English
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- 11,073
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- 8/?
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20 May 2026
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Just a little to survive by orphan_account
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 May 2026
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“You want to go outside for some fresh air, malysh-“ As Ilya talked he witnessed in slow motion as his Shane, who never drank during the season, who never even thought of drinking or eating outside his strict plan, was suddenly picking up a wine glass from the waiter walking around the room.
“Ah, thank you so much!” exclaimed Shane, sounding cheerful for the first tonight.
And consequently, he gulped down almost all of the liquid in one go. Eyes pinching as the wine taste grated at his throat.
OR: Shane starting to indulge in alcohol after his outing and consequent move to Ottowa as it was the only thing, other than Ilya, that made his brain go fuzzy.
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18 May 2026
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another day, another struggle by blushgush
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander’s hopes for the NHL were ripped from him by an ACL tear and replaced with doctor prescribed opioids at age 18. Four years later, hockey is a distant memory and his days consist of strange men and chasing a feeling drugs can never seem to provide anymore.
Ilya Rozanov’s family returned home to Russia when his father’s mental state deteriorated and the government wasted no time snatching back his work visa. Ilya stayed behind in that godforsaken city to do the only thing he had ever been able to support his family doing: sell dope.
Ilya sees a lot of sad people. Shane sees a lot of horny men. Neither of them are prepared for what they see in each other, and what it means for the boxes they’ve allowed themselves to be put into.
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- 26/26
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17 May 2026
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If Ice Calves And No One Is Around To Hear It by Imaging_Essie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jun 2026
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Ten years after his retirement, generational talent Ilya Rozanov broke his equally long public disappearance to do the biography that will change everything.
"You… didn't hate him. You two weren't rivals at all."
Ilya glanced at him, eyes half-mast.
"You…"
Adam had never stared at someone so openly before.
"You loved him."And for twenty years, the world never knew.
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17 May 2026
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Shane built his life on control—on routines so strict they left no room for anything real. What started as harmless discipline turned into something sharper, quieter, until even he couldn’t tell where the control ended and the damage began. By the time anyone noticed, Shane had already given up on himself.
Ilya never believed in control to begin with. His world unraveled slower, heavier—until one night, he stopped trying to hold it together at all. When he wakes up in a hospital bed, broken but alive, the only thing he feels is anger that it didn’t work. Ilya has given up on life entirely.
Against both their wishes, they’re sent to a remote rehab center and forced into the same room—two strangers with nothing in common but the ways they’re falling apart.
As the walls between them slowly crack, anger turns into understanding, and silence into something softer. Because maybe, just maybe… you don’t have to want to be saved to start finding a reason to stay.
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15 May 2026
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What if Shane’s eating habits weren't just habits?
What if Shane started to hate his body?
What if his ‘clean’ eating was something more?
What if Shane’s need for control became dangerous?
What if Shane really did have an eating disorder?
What if Ilya started to notice.
Set at the beginning of 'The Long Game', Shane's eating and exercise regime begin to pierce deeper than people realise, and his 'clean' eating habits are turning dangerous. Ilya slowly uncovers the truth piece by piece when he realises the toll it's taking, and he's not the only one who notices. It's heart breaking, but it's a story of recovery—yes, it ends happily—proving that with the right love and support around you, recovery is always possible.
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14 May 2026
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it only falls into place when you're fall to pieces by dreamsoflovingness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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“Tabarnak,” Shane heard JJ curse from the other side of the locker room.
“You okay?” Miitka asked as JJ eyed everyone nervously.
“The Centaurs plane is missing,” JJ said carefully.
“It’s what? How the fuck does a whole plane just go missing?” Miitka said.
“Yeah, it never arrived in Tampa and it just disappeared from radar,” JJ explained, “they’re searching the area for the crash site.”
Missing.
Never arrived.
Not on radar.
Crash Sight.
Ilya.
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Manifest style AU. The Centaurs plane disappears in 2021, only to reappear three years later the day after it original vanished. Those three years broke Shane Hollander. Ilya is determined to put him back together.Bookmarked by Confused_com
10 May 2026
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Turn The Other Cheek by shanebug1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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“I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”
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An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it
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- Part 1 of Shane Hollander Deserves The World
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07 May 2026
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Don't Think Too Hard by Selective_attention
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jul 2026
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Daily posts on the Ottawa Centaurs social media.
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- Part 1 of Don't Think 'Verse
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 33/?
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07 May 2026
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Change the Subject by Griffin_Bronstad
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 May 2026
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*COMPLETE* (There may be a part 2)
Set after the events of The Long Game. Shane has joined the Centaurs in Ottawa. I wanted to look at how Shane would recognize and cope with his eating disorder. I did my best to keep this realistic but please take care when reading. I promise this will have a happy ending if you stick with it.
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06 May 2026
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When practice is done and he’s showered, he checks his phone.
The 16 messages from Lily are expected with Ilya traveling to Detroit this week. Ilya has a strong but unsupported hatred of Detroit. The ‘vibes are bad Shane’ was the last claim Shane had heard and he is prepared to read even less substantiated claims.
He’s unprepared to see a group chat he’s been added to.
Shane is only a part of a few group chats. One that Rose put together with a bunch of her not out queer friends that he keeps muted but likes to scroll through every once in a while (they have good memes). The group chat with the whole team he only keeps up with for Captain Reasons but keeps it muted too. The one with both of his parents that his mom uses more often than her single thread with him cause ‘Your Dad deserves to be in the loop too’. And finally the one with Jackie and Hayden which is mostly him and Jackie bullying Hayden and Hayden being increasingly frustrated with their antics.
This is not even close to those
OTTAWA WAGSor Shane gets added to the Ottawa WAGs group chat and maybe learns something about himself along the way
Previously: Shane Hollander and the Magic of Friendship- Language:
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06 May 2026
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Breathe (In the Air) by KrissyMaeAnderson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jun 2026
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After Game 7 in TLG, Shane can’t shake the feeling that something isn’t quite right.
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03 May 2026
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What if Shane hadn't been playing a game when the Centaurs' plane went down? What if it had actually crashed, and he'd gotten those messages with no assurance from Ilya? What if he didn't know if Ilya was alive or dead?
A rewriting of the story from the day of the crash on that January day in 2021.
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30 Apr 2026
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a glimpse of jane by carinnacaroona
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jun 2026
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an impulsive decision to snoop through ilya's phone for jane's contact leads to cliff marleau forming one of the closest friendships with someone he's ever had. unbeknownst to him, his new best friend is actually shane hollander.
a canon divergent in which cliff marleau befriends jane, and accidentally forms the friendship of a lifetime ;-)
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- English
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- 157,480
- Chapters:
- 44/?
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30 Apr 2026
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The Hollander-Rozanov Project by Fanfan229
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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Right after Shane wins the 2011 Rookie of the Year award, he makes a wild suggestion: Ilya could spend the following day with him.
They end up doing a few boring activities, like hiking, reading, or getting married.
What follows is a long-distance, highly secret, frustrating, and completely loving married life, while still being arch-rivals to the rest of the world.
- Language:
- English
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- 68,306
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- 9/?
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- 459
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- 1,391
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29 Apr 2026
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glass closets and thrown stones by Sporkess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya sign with Ottawa on July 1st 2018. It goes startlingly well (apart from all the bits that don't).
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- Part 7 of It starts in an elevator
- Language:
- English
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- 126,030
- Chapters:
- 38/38
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29 Apr 2026
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All The Ways We Fall by Wicked_Assumptions
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 May 2026
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What if there was more to Shane’s dieting than just performance?
What if Shane didn’t trip in game seven?
What if it was so much worse?This story commences from game seven of The Long Game.
I've borrowed Rachel Reid's characters and busted their balls a bit.
Nothing but respect to Rachel. I'm just blowing off steam.**Please note: This fic will be updated from the 1st July 2026.**
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- Part 2 of Sometimes A Strange Notion
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29 Apr 2026
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Game fucking on by v3nomverse
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), heated - Fandom
13 Jun 2026
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Jackie handed him her phone. Hayden looked at the instagram reel that was playing and saw himself fall repeatedly, spitting words that were beeped out again and again, until he finally discovered the tape and peeled it off. After he had managed to get up and called out Rozanov's name, the video restarted, but this time it was another clip. In the clip you could clearly see a hand carefully taping the blades of Hayden's skates and the golden and black wedding band on the ring finger told him everything he needed to know.
I KNEW IT! He exclaimed. I FUCKING KNEW IT! THAT ASSHOLE! he continued as Ilya’s grinning face filled the screen.
Ilya had no idea what he had just started. Game. fucking. on.
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When Hayden gets traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, half way into Shane's second season with the team, Ilya has to find a way to enjoy being on the same team as the most average left winger in the league. It's hard, until he realises what a pleasure it can be to prank the man. Hayden, of course, is not above retaliation.(I am not 100% sure how many chapters there will be of this fic but the rough estimate is probably somewhere between 5-10)
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29 Apr 2026