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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Eddie recaps this in his head a couple more times and he’s — jealous. Fuck, he’s jealous. That’s the word for it, the heat coiling deep in his gut, his whole body wound like a spring about to snap.

    Jealousy.

    Which is a bizarre emotion to feel about your best friend sleeping with someone. Jealousy implies ownership, implies wanting, implies — implies that 1) Eddie is not straight, and 2) he is possibly in love with his best friend and maybe possibly wants to suck said best friend’s dick about it.

    Alright — okay. Eddie feels like he needs to sit with that for a second, give it the space it deserves.

    Eddie wants to suck a dick attached to a person who is a man.

    Not just any dick, either. Buck’s dick. His best friend.

    Huh.

    He expected that to feel weirder. He expected sirens, maybe, or a crisis, or at minimum a dramatic internal monologue about his Catholic upbringing and the sanctity of heterosexuality.

    Instead, there’s nothing. The sirens are silent, the crisis doesn’t come, and Eddie wants to suck his best friend’s cock. Non-platonically.

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    Eddie moves back to LA, finds out Buck slept with Tommy, and reacts accordingly.

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  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane was looking forward to All-Stars. Rose helped him understand some things and he was hoping to talk to Rozanov, apologise for freaking out.

    But then Rozanov is hurt bad; Shane can't stop watching the video of his final, confused moments on the ice, especially the part where he says his name is "Ilya Hollander." Viewers can't decide if he's still trying to chirp or just addled from the head injury.

    When he overhears Marlow say Rozanov is not going to wake up, Shane is floored; he's losing everything that matters and no one even knows.

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  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    In 2012, Shane sees a news report about the dangers faced by gay and bisexual men in Russia. He becomes determined to make sure Ilya is safe. This changes everything.

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    Twitter, June 16th, 2018

    Andy Coleman Sportsnet @AndyJColeman
    Hearing reports that the Voyageurs are looking to trade Hollander. Will update as this develops.

    Émile @OleVoyageursOle
    Replying to @AndyJColeman
    oh so we’re at that point in the off-season where you just start talking out of your ass huh

    Or: It’s the summer of 2018. To the disbelief of the public, rumors claiming that the Montreal Voyageurs will be trading Shane Hollander begin circulating online.

    As is often the case with professional hockey, Montreal’s loss is Boston’s gain.

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  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Rose knows who Shane is dating after a simple conversation about it, she definitely DEFINITELY knows. So why does she hear another man’s voice in the background? Was Shane cheating on his boyfriend?

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