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    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided. 

    She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know. 

    Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.

     

    or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Use this foolproof guide to make the fans love you! Not recommended by publicists.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “You like it, right?” Shane whispered against his lips.

    “Hm?” Ilya tried hard to focus on Shane’s words but Shane felt too good, the pressure of his ass on Ilya’s crotch too maddeningly distracting.

    Shane leaned in so that his mouth was now right on Ilya’s ear, stilling his movements. “I said,” he breathed hotly, “you like it? Being my dog?”

    And this was new. The words sent an electric shock down Ilya’s spine, making him involuntarily thrust up into Shane. Ilya swallowed, closing his eyes and nodding furiously, as Shane nibbled on his ear lobe and sucked sweetly at the skin there.

    “Speak,” Shane said simply, the same tone he used when talking to Chiron or Anya. When talking to dogs.

    “Fuck,” Ilya choked out. “Yes, da, yes, I like being your dog.”

    or, Ilya discovers a new kink about himself.

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    05 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    05 Jul 2026

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    4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.

    OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

    Translation in Russian and Mandarin!

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    05 Jul 2026

  7. Rec *

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    The Centaurs win in overtime.
    The crowd is deafening. The music is loud. The locker room is louder.
    Shane can’t seem to come back down from any of it.
    His teammates notice. Ilya does too.

    After the applause, there’s still the quiet.

    Or, Shane has a shutdown/overload after a game.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane loves yoga. It has always been an escape for him—an escape from his body and his mind. When a bunch of other NHL players interrupt him in a hotel gym during a conference, he is not surprised when they make fun of him, but he is surprised when Ilya asks him to teach them a few poses and they all go along with it. He gets to show off his flexibility, and it seems harmless enough to show off a little extra for Ilya, until-

    “Holy shit, Hollander, wait—can you suck your own cock?”

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    05 Jul 2026

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    05 Jul 2026

  10. Rec *

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    Shane can’t understand it. Ilya can’t understand it. No one knows who started it. But it’s happening.

    After Ilya and Shane are outed, someone on the internet decides that Shane bagging “the dangerously sexy Russian bear” means that he’s a sex goddess (yes, a fucking godDESS) and a babygirl and a daddy and a walking, talking thirst trap and all sorts of other things Shane doesn’t even want to know about. It's embarrassing and it’s annoying and it’s really, really weird.

    Luckily Shane and Ilya have Harris, Centaurs’ nice and savvy social media manager. Harris tries to keep the highspeed train on the rails, but the internet doesn’t get his memo. And when the free and welcoming atmosphere of his new team slowly lures the real Shane Hollander out of his shell, Harris’s plan falls flat on its face. And there’s a real danger that Harris himself might follow.

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    04 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    three times ilya and shane were still dramatically down bad for each other even though they've been married for years.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Shane picks up on the third ring.

    “What?”

    Ilya closes his eyes, humiliation twisting his gut. Still, though, it’s nice to hear his voice. His shoulders sag a little. “Hollander?”

    “I don’t–” Shane sighs, long and heavy. “Why are you calling?”

    Why is he calling? Ilya couldn’t answer. Not in any way that makes sense, anyway.

    Voice wobbling, Ilya says, “I am sorry.” He inhales, breath hitching horribly. “Was mistake.”

    On the other line, Shane goes quiet. Then, shuffling around, he says, “What’s going on, Rozanov?”

    Or: Ilya calls Shane in the middle of the night, and against his better judgment, Shane comes to find him.

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    03 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 68

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    With Montreal, Shane never wore a pride jersey whenever their (begrudged) pride night came around. Now, in Ottawa, Shane realizes that not only does he no longer have to hide, but it feels damn great to be able to love his husband in public.

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    02 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 65

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    Shane Hollander has loved Ilya for many, many years. This year, he gets to show him just how much.

    Or;

    They play Jeopardy about Ilya.

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    02 Jul 2026

  15. Rec *

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    Shane gets caught on a hot mic walking Ilya like a dog. Twitter implodes. The team reminds them that it could have been worse.

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    02 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 23

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    Something's up with Luca. Ilya can't work out what.

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    Coming out is really scary. Maybe dinner and a friendly dog can make everything feel a little safer.

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    02 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    On a Thursday, a video of Canadian star hockey player Shane Hollander goes viral on the internet. The video was taken on the previous Sunday, and it’s not what anybody expects. It’s not a sex tape, or a drunken fight in a bar, or any of the other videos that have been captured of others in the league, but instead, it seems to be a sneakily filmed video of Hollander confronting his former teammates.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    "We thought that, maybe, you would want to learn."

    Or: David and Yuna gift Shane the "Russian for Dummies" book and he begins learning Ilya's native language. What starts out as a hobby to get more connected to his boyfriend begins devolving into a steady string of lies as teammates and friends notice Shane's sudden interest in Russian.

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    01 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Why are you here anyway? Did you know Harvey?”

    “No. Not really. But...his death. Suicide. It matters to me.”

     

    Basically the scene with Ryan Price and Ilya Rozanov at Duncan Harvey´s funeral from Ilyas pov.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    After two years of playing as Centaurs together and their almost stanley cup win, Hollanov sits down to take a look at their career, from now all the way to 2008.

    Maybe they reveal a little more that people thought because I am sorry did I hallucinate or did they just say they talked/pseudo flirted ever since 2008 and what do you mean they hooked up before they ever played a single NHL game ????

    or: Hollanov do a video series inspired by the vogues "life in looks" and maybe break the internet

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    01 Jul 2026

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