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No Angel will come down to punish him, so he’ll do it himself. Wound by wound, he will cut the evil out of himself.
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- Part 4 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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Everything’s going to be okay by deesometimes
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
21 Apr 2026
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Jax is more messed up from the fake escape adventure than he would like to admit.
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- Part 1 of Jax-centric fics <3
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Castiel fell and he fell hard. For Dean, for his friends, for the world. He gave up everything for them and in the end he still has nothing, not their respect, not their trust, not their love. He has no one to blame but himself. He'd fall all over again to stop the apocalypse. He'd fall all over again to save Dean, even if it changes nothing. Even if he hates him forever.
A slow burn destiel fic.
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Starvation scorches through him, pure and almost holy. He needs to suffer, needs to hurt, needs to bleed out all the demon in him until his insides soak their charcoal altar.
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- Part 3 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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After Jess dies, Sam stops talking again.
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- Part 2 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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All my Jax fics (because there will be a lot)
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Sam angst fics I LOVE SAM SO MUCH AUGHHH
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All of my Cas angst fics. Basically just a mix of projection and delving into his character for the purpose of angst (I love Cas so much so naturally I make him suffer in fanfic)
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Dean wakes up one day to find himself living a happy, apple-pie life with Cas, with no clue of how he got there, and no idea how to get back to his own reality. Just when he finally accepts that he might be stuck there, and that maybe being stuck doing life with Cas is what he might actually want, Dean is dragged back to real life only to discover it was all just a djinn-induced dream.
Having gotten a taste of what life with Cas could really be like, Dean can't cope with their 'just friends' status anymore, but he doesn't know how to approach Cas about it, especially since the former-angel has been unusually standoffish and reserved these last few months.
Will Dean find a way to confess his feelings and go after the one thing he really wants?
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07 Jul 2026
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"Yeah, right—" Dean begins but pauses with wide eyes when Cas presses his index and middle fingers on Sam's forehead and sends him lying unconscious on his right side. He sprints up, "Cas, what the hell?"
Cas stares at Sam, deeply tangled in guilt, "He needs sleep. While I had healed him whole in the ward, he should still sleep." He looks up, "Don't worry, he won't have any dreams. I made sure of that."
Dean's shoulders slump but his eyes remain hard. "Kid can't live like that forever. Cas, if my brother dies because of your stupidity..." Dean pauses, inhaling patience from the air.
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Cas doesn't take Sam's cage trauma.
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27 Jun 2026
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when the flood water comes by phaunts
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
29 Sep 2025
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he couldn’t save his mom. he couldn’t save nina. he couldn’t save his brother. Now, Ed’s only goal was to atone for his failures by restoring Al’s body.
but edward elric was drowning. monsters lurked within his mind that threatened to drag him under. the monsters that watched him beneath central didn’t like how close he and his brother had gotten to knowing the truth of the philosopher’s stone.
edward elric was drowning, and he was quickly running out of air.Or:
An exploration into how the story changes if Edward Elric was actually traumatized by the plot, and the homunculi were a little more pointed in keeping the Elric brothers on a leash.slow updates; not abandoned!
now with a playlist!
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11 Jun 2026
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A ‘Little’ Addiction by Azure_e
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist (Anime 2003)
02 May 2026
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He inhaled and instantly started coughing. The rough feel around his throat made his eyes water and bend over hacking up a lung.
After he recovered from that he tried again, and again, and again, until he had the hang of it. He was a quick learner after all, so how hard could smoking even be?
As he inhaled another time, the smoke curled around his mouth, giving a whitish puff of clouds before being sucked in again then exhaled. He was basically already done the ’cigarette’ and mushed it down, away from his mother grave. The lit end giving off a rebelling last shine before diminishing into ash.
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Edward tried smoking once when he was little and ever since then he couldn’t stop.
(+ a little PLATONIC Roy/ed)
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10 Jun 2026
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Souls Intertwined by DragonSwirl
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga, Fullmetal Alchemist (Anime 2003)
15 Jun 2026
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Soon after the State Alchemy Exam, Ed begins to hear a voice in his head--a voice that sounds just like his, but most certainly does not belong to him.
It turns out that Al's might not have been the only soul Ed pulled through the Gate.
Updates (hopefully) every Sunday
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10 Jun 2026