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Buck was a very emotional and physically clingy person, he knew this, once he had someone, he held on tight, scared they'd one day leave them.
A drunk Ana points out that maybe everyone is tired of it, and Buck realises: Maybe they are.
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05 Jul 2026
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“Eddie was amazing, of course,” Buck replies, balling his hand into a fist. “He offered to talk about it… but I’m not there yet.” A tear runs down his cheek, but Buck is barely aware of it. “I don’t… I think, um, I’m getting worse.”
Dr. Copeland frowns. “How do you mean, Buck?”
“I…” Buck trails off, staring at the wall behind Dr. Copeland’s head. “I’m not sure if I was made for… this. Sometimes… I just think it might be better if I… disappear or something. I just feel… not numb… just… nothing. I don’t feel anything. There’s brief emotions here and there. They pop up, flash suddenly, a spark of anger, a touch of joy or laughter. And, then they’re just…” Buck gestures vaguely, “gone, just like that. It’s like… on the surface, I feel the emotions, but inside my heart, it’s full of… nothingness. It’s just a void. So, even when I feel something… it doesn’t change that void, it doesn’t fill it. Nothing can fill it.”
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the fic where i project some of my mental health problems onto buck bc if i have to suffer, then so does he :)
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- Part 1 of Buddie Oneshots
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05 Jul 2026
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The internet falls in love with Buck after a firefighter calendar goes viral.
Unfortunately for Eddie Diaz, he’s already been in love with Buck for years.
Or: Eddie discovers that watching the entire world thirst over Buck is significantly worse than getting shot.
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04 Jul 2026
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It’s their anniversary.
Buck makes plans.
Eddie is tired.Words are said that can’t be taken back.
Buck breaks quietly — and keeps going anyway.
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Married buddie
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26 Jun 2026
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After years of chaos, Buck has finally built the life he once thought was impossible: a soulmate he gets to call his husband, three kids who are his entire universe, and a new beginning in LA that feels like hope. But just when everything settles, a diagnosis shatters the illusion of safety and forces Buck to confront the fight of his life.
The fic where Buck is diagnosed with cancer and has to fight for the future he always wanted — and the family that refuses to let him face it alone.
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21 Jun 2026