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  1. Public Bookmark 98

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    Svetlana’s gaze was unwavering. “Gregori killed Irina. Not quickly. Not cleanly. But he killed her.”
    A beat.
    “He killed her the same way you are killing Ilya.”
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    After Svetlana figures out who Ilya's secret Jane is she joins them for lunch.

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    08 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya’s sex tape is leaked. Shane takes action to keep his man.

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    Ilya made him anxious, in a good way, he thought? Or excited. Or nervous. Probably all three. He’d always had trouble differentiating those feelings. They all kinda overlapped and gave him the same swirly feeling in the pit of his stomach. But this time it felt good? It didn’t feel dangerous to him like all the other times. He liked the kind of anxiety Ilya gave him.

    Ilya didn’t have anxiety. He was the least anxious person Shane knew. If he ever felt nervous about anything, he never outwardly showed it. He never had to talk himself out of a panic attack. He just always was so calm. Cool. Level headed. Always had a solution for everything. It was exactly the kind of presence Shane needed in his life. Which is exactly how he created his new coping mechanism.

    In his head, he called it What Would Ilya Do? Everytime he was faced with a situation he wasn’t sure how he was going to manage, he’d ask himself, WWID? And usually, the answer was either so ridiculous or so cut and dry, he’d figure it out before it was a big issue.

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    Shane devises a coping mechanism for dealing with his anxious thoughts centered around his favorite person

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.

    After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.

    Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.

    Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?

    The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'

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    08 Jul 2026

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    in which Hayden Pike knows exactly what his best mate likes to do in bed with his husband. No! It's not- it's not like that. Just- hear him out, okay?

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    it is exactly like that: Hayden thinks that the sexual preferences of Shane Hollander are obviously exactly what he thinks they are. Except he is, of course, entirely wrong about it.

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    05 Jul 2026