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[COMPLETE] Homelander is really, really intent on having a child. Like, scarily intent.
Canon divergence where Ryan dies in the season 3 finale and the story sharply veers from canon from there. Homelander becomes desperate to have another child, but nothing works until he modifies his body to carry it himself. He asks the man who’s also lived through the trauma of losing Ryan for help with that noble mission. “Asks” is a nice way of putting it. Billy Butcher has many misgivings about having a child with Homelander, but hopes to use the situation to try and pry Homelander out of Vought.
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Jeon Jeongguk doesn’t know what to do when he finds out that some pretty girl in his major has a crush on him, especially when she’s not afraid to hide it. Jeongguk gets help navigating dating her from Park Jimin, the boy he's known since childhood as the annoyingly popular neighbor who Jeongguk just can’t seem to get away from. But when Jeongguk realizes maybe he doesn't like girls, he can't stop thinking about how Jimin doesn't like girls. But Jeongguk doesn't like Jimin. Nope. No. Not at all. That's out of the question ... right?
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Unacted Desires by CopperBeech
Fandom Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
14 Sep 2021
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Amok Time After Time by TomFooleryPrime
Fandoms: Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (TV), Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek
22 Jan 2025
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Voren is quintessentially Vulcan. Born of a pon farr-induced tryst to parents who didn’t want him, logic was always a companion when he had nothing else. Saeva’s ears may be pointed, but she’s never considered herself Vulcan. After spending her childhood on a war-ravaged colony world and her youth under the tutelage of a Nausicaan smuggler, logic has never been a factor in any of her many mistakes.
One seeking purpose, the other seeking redemption. When chance lands them both aboard the USS Enterprise, instincts draw them together in ways they cannot control.
Beyond the secretive atmosphere of Vulcan, pon farr exists in a place between rumor and fantasy, contrived into plotlines and punchlines alike. Yet for Vulcans who suffer from it, the time of mating is a fight for survival that often culminates in broken hearts, broken families, broken lives. As Voren will discover, Vulcan logic may be the key to serenity but Vulcan biology always exacts a price.
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- Part 2 of Tales from Pon Farr
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an absolute joy to read after deep-diving back into star trek. there's so much chemistry between the two leads, and it's so satisfying watching them both go through the hurdles of their relationship. awkward, intense, and deliciously sexy. is this the first pwp pon farr fic around? oh definitely not. but it's certainly one of the most well-written. saeva is also my favorite original protagonist of this author's works, right before sera, and so human in emotions despite being vulcan in origin. i'm honestly praying that this won't turn into another pregnancy fic, as it already had been done in another of the author's primary work, but if that is what the author has in mind then that is what i will accept.
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Mikasa and Jean are stuck in Marley on a lonely night with uncertainty looming over them. What's most uncertain however, is how they came together so easily for their first time, awkwardly learning about each other, and then will forget it all just as easily.
Written for Day 2 of #jeankasasmutweek2021
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The Lost Night
NekoRie
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Mikasa and Jean are stuck in Marley on a lonely night with uncertainty looming over them. What's most uncertain however, is how they came together so easily for their first time, awkwardly learning about each other, and then will forget it all just as easily.Written for Day 2 of #jeankasasmutweek2021
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To Soothe an Urge, to Quench a Thirst by senilejosephjoestar11
Fandoms: ジョジョの奇妙な冒険 | JoJo no Kimyou na Bouken | JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
03 Nov 2024
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Mista asks Giorno for a prostitute to relieve his urges. Giorno has a better idea.
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100% worth wasting sleep over to read and oh my goodness the detail in giornos expression im extremely satisfied
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“I’m fine.” He pushes himself off the ground, slowly rising until he stands up. At this angle, you could watch his height grow until he was standing straight. He was terrifyingly tall, dwarfing you easily. You swallowed thickly. It was hard not to feel intimidated by his sheer presence, and his size didn’t help that. When you could no longer hold his gaze, your eyes dropped down to meet a dark red stain in his jumper.
“You’re bleeding! Like- shit, badly.” You say dumbly.
“I already said I’m fine, so go fuck off.” The man points in the direction of your home as if shooing away a puppy. He stood this way for a long moment, staring down at you. You turned your head in confusion. This was so fucking weird, you thought right before the man toppled over again, making you scream in horror.
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You learned to love being alone. With no one to bother you except the occasional racoon in your garbage or deer sighting, you lived a peaceful life in your little wooded home. That was until one night you hear a noise from the backyard that you cannot ignore. The last thing you expect to find is a large, dirty man passed out in your wood pile.
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Life is tough for a high-school student. On the outside, Benjamin Finch is a smart, quiet kid who enters his senior year just wanting to avoid the bullies and escape the system alive--on the inside, he's a free spirit, dreaming of the day he can live a life of real adventure. When he inadvertently saves a punk rat from expulsion, she takes him on a path of rebellion and self-destruction, putting him up against skaters, goths, drug dealers, and all the administrative bureaucracy that Saint Carver High School has to offer.
As the mayhem grows, and chaos overtakes the school, the students react, the bullies retaliate, and the system resists. Every risk has a consequence.
Some birds were never meant to fly.
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Studying in the House of Lamentation by BBASLML
Fandom Shall We Date?: Obey Me!, Shall We Date?: Obey Me! (Video Game)
16 Feb 2025
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You know you should be studying, but when you're in a house full of attractive demons, staying focused isn't the only thing you're finding hard. But while romance and desire bloom around you, life in the Devildom is far from perfect.
Lots of smut, with plenty of angst and fluff to keep things interesting.
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A Love Like Ours by Ashtheshortstack
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
14 Feb 2018
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Ochaco felt ready to take their relationship to the next step. With some encouragement from Mina, she decided to address the topic with her boyfriend.
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the world froze around us (you kissed me good night) by sobashouto (snowandfire)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
21 Aug 2023
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“...okay,” Kacchan’s lip twitches, like the smallest mini-smile.
“Wait. Okay to what.”
Kacchan stares at him like he’s the biggest idiot in the world, which, to be fair, Izuku often suspects that he is. “I’ll go. On the date.”
or: Izuku summons up all the courage in his earthly body to ask Kacchan out, he isn’t prepared for Kacchan to say yes though.
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So cute, so cute, so cute, I’m fucking exploding. Oh my god, this is so cute, I'm experiencing cuteness aggression, I think
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Your Hands Shall Flow With Gold by StanningJay
Fandoms: The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types, The Lord of the Rings (Jackson Movies), The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien
04 Apr 2026
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Gimli wakes up the morning after the gang celebrated the victory at Helm's deep with a surprise guest in his bed.
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Lapis asks Peridot for something.
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Lapis and Peridot get a lot closer.
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When Sanji picks up a unique "curse," Zoro offers his help to keep the cook alive. It turns out that the swordsman actually likes kissing the cook, and Sanji must come to terms with his own feelings once the situation escalates.
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- Part 1 of Favorites <3
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After the Second Coming fails to bring about the end of the world, Aziraphale and Crowley are abruptly dumped back on Earth with no miracles, no instructions, and far too much unresolved tension. Also, apparently, a lifespan.
What follows is twenty-four hours of disastrous flirting, horny panic, bad decision-making, and the increasingly undeniable realization that they’re finally allowed to have each other. If they could just figure out how to talk like actual adults — and perhaps come up with a plan before everything becomes catastrophically emotional — this would probably be easy.
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Just Two Platonic Friends by ImBored_47
Fandoms: A ReGect - Zabooboo3 (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game)
21 May 2026
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Ze gripped his drink, confused at what he meant, “I… I’m not sure, he’s never mentioned any of that.” He looked to Moe, “We just thought he ate normally like us?” Moe looked horrified.
Ptolemy sighed heavily, running a hand over his face. “My idiot cousin,” he mumbled. Shaking his head slightly, he returned his attention to Ze, “Regect in the past has had issues with feeding himself, but I didn’t think he would go as far as not to tell you two about it.” Dread began to fill Ze- why would Regect not tell them this?
The entity began to explain, “We entities don’t get energy from normal food, we have the ability to feed off of very strong emotions- mainly fear or panic since those are extremely strong and relatively easy to achieve. You may ask Msak about this, but if we get hungry enough, we have the ability to temporarily leave the digital world to feed off of players”
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Armin Arlert visits Eren Yeager to help him study for calculus.
They do technically open the textbook. For a little while.
This is not perfect and it has its flaws, but I worked really hard on it regardless. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
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The Firm Resolve of a Determined Soul by Lady_of_the_Refrigerator
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types, Les Misérables - Victor Hugo, Les Misérables - Schönberg/Boublil
04 Jul 2026
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“Wait!” Valjean very nearly shouted again, despairing. “You would have me bear witness to this?”
His voice carried strangely, surrounding Javert where he stood upon the parapet, not quite an echo. It settled warmly in his chest, like sunlight on a spring day to his deciduous heart. He could not account for this feeling. It grated against his misery, teasing at something like hope in his own sorry breast. What a cruel trick it was, to try to steal his hopelessness.
“I did not ask for you to be here,” Javert said, his own desperation beginning to bleed into his tone of voice. “You are free to leave me at any time.”
“Surely you must know I cannot do that.”
“Avert your gaze, then,” he said, near to a growl, “and let me be.”
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heated rivalry: explicit collection by hightowered
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Apr 2026
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