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Not Okay by RebekahRose
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Jun 2026
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After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya
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Whumptober 2025 - Day 26
"Nothing like a relapse to rehash the kid who was scared" - Relapse | drawn curtains | power cut
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"He hadn’t meant for it to come to this.
Loose hands hang limply around the bottle. It falls out of his grasp, bouncing on the floor one, two, three times before rolling on the carpet, finally coming to a rest"
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Dick relapses, Jason is there to pick up the pieces.
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- Part 5 of Bea's Whump One-shots
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match made in hell
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Making it out of the Storm by MountainFree
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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The various wars have left pretty much everyone with mental health struggles. Here are the stories of how they deal with them. Pretty much every story can be read as a standalone, but the stories do relate to one another.
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Something inexplicable broke in Nesta’s chest when Cassian told her the news. The vote had been tied up until Feyre. Despite everything, despite how hard she was trying to get better for not only Cassian but for her sisters, half of her family still didn’t trust her. What did they think she would do? Create a whole new trove and condemn the entire court to certain death? She may be a bitch sometimes, but she wasn’t cruel.
For the first time in months, Nesta gave in to her desires. Cauldron, did she want a drink.
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He wishes with all of his heart he could turn around and actually see Gai but when he eventually manages to look to his right he can’t process anything more than a vaguely slumped shape in the darkness and the only thing he can tell about it is that it’s not moving.
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In which Kakashi once again realizes how important something is when he’s losing it, but gets a second chance this time, and has to deal with becoming disabled, handling his feelings for Gai, and taking care of Lee while his father is in the hospital.Series
- Part 2 of Seeing Stars (Modern AU)
- Part 6 of Edai's Kakagai
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Ghosts & Roses by JessalynMichele
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Clear Minds
22 Nov 2023
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Ghosts can’t find you when you’re hiding from green light, betrayal, brainwashing, blood, death- death- death in the comfortable grasp of drugs, booze, work.
It doesn’t matter how fast you run, how hard you hide, PTSD will find you and knock you from your pedestal. Your best hope is that there will be someone to catch you when you land- perhaps a family you didn’t know you had.
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- Part 1 of Jessalyn’s ChosenSoldier Fics
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Finished chapter 15
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Holy grail of ansgt i got dehydrated from crying
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Traveling Thieves {Dark Fantasy AU} by Amethystfairy1
Fandom 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Empires SMP, Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
22 May 2026
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A collection of all the stories in Traveling Thieves, which is my Dark Fantasy, Hybrid Slavery, super angsty AU that spawned from my Whumptober 2023 prompt fills! Currently in semi-chronological order except for the first fic in the series, which will always be “I see the danger, it’s written there in your eyes” which if anyone does want to read the series in chronological order, I’d like them to start there! ^-^ I also occasionally place some stories in specific locations that I think work best for the reading order that aren't exactly where they'd be timeline-wise!
WARNING: THIS IS A WHUMP-CENTRIC, ANGST-CENTRIC, HURT/COMFORT (SOMETIMES NO COMFORT) DARK FANTASY AU.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE read the tags before you dive into any stories of this one, this series is intended to be a place for me to try my hand at writing and exploring some darker themes.
There will be plenty of happy times in this, too, though! It's not all doom and gloom, I promise! I hope you'll enjoy!
Ask me about the series, world building, future planning, or just come say hi! @amethystfairy1
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I binged this series in a few days.
I have no regrets
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addiction: the fact of being addicted to a activity or substance; unable to move on from a certain thing by Auttiethewriter
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
07 Jul 2026
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AUTHOR USES THIS AS A COPING MECHANISM.
DO NOT FEED TO AI
(CONTINUED AGAIN.)
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WOWOWOW BEAUTIFUL - check for more chapters after 2
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Whitaker just wants to help Trinity who's letting him live in her house in the spare room. Although he's not advocating for her to harm herself, it doesn't phase him to aid in the clean up afterwards. Besides, it means he can check up on her and how she is going with it all often, and that seems good enough for him.
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Not All Steps are Forward Even After All This Time by MountainFree
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
04 Jul 2026
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Will had a hard day and slipped into a bad habit. How will Will and Nico handle it?
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Will's drug problem & self-harm have come back to haunt him. He isn't the only one with a bad coping mechanism trying to get through. Join Will, Nico, Jason, & Percy as they try to navigate the fallout from their individual traumatic pasts.
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- Part 6 of Making it out of the Storm
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Read the other parts of the fic before this was published, excited to see where it goes
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Tyler doesn't tell anyone he's relapsed.
Josh finds out anyway.
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Unread Joshler
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messed with my head, this was a good book but.
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Spamton and Tenna's Scandalous Escapades by NamelessBeast66
Fandom Deltarune (Video Game)
02 Jul 2026
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Spamton and Tenna having intense gay sex. Sometimes in public, sometimes in private. But these freaks get up to some pretty kinky stuff. Can be read in any order (almost), and will take place during their Big Shot Era.
Requests are accepted as long as they are not super weird like piss kinks, gore, and stuff like that <3Update: There's straight up no benefactor. Pretend Spammy's a good salesman. The only contract is their marriage contract >:]
Update 2: More plot! Spammy's pregnant. Don't ask how.
Update 3: I'm writing a prequel! Read "A gut feeling" for how they met and all that good stuff.
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FUCK yeah
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“Hey Siri, how do I stop my husband from adopting more aliens?” by DarthFettDelusions
Fandom Sonic the Hedgehog (Live Action Universe)
16 Jun 2026
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When snow falls in Green Hills, the Wachowskis give Shadow a place to stay, getting him out of Sonic’s old, snow-filled cave. Shadow believes this will only be a temporary arrangement, until he slowly grows closer to his former enemies.
Building trust takes time, healing from the scars of his past takes even longer, but for the first time in decades, he doesn’t need to bear this weight alone.
His new family will be by his side, every step of the way.
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“Come to the bathroom, bring some molly,” I knew that tone, she was anxious about something. “Hello?”
“Um excuse me?” I rolled my eyes and twirled the loose strands behind my head. “Bitch is that how you’re literally talking to me now?”
“Cmon, I’m not-“ I hung up on her and turned to Cassie.
“Baby, I need to like run to the bathroom I’ll meet you back by the Ferris wheel.” I kissed her cheek and fixed my hair in the shop window over her shoulder.
Rue x Maddy, I will die on this hill.
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It’s been two and a half months since Wednesday and Enid broke up. They both struggle to navigate the grief, longing, and resentment that follow a toxic relationship.
This will have a happy ending eventually. But buckle up, this one’s gonna get really dark and really sad.
Thanks to my good friend and beta reader Toawk 🖤
Spotify Playlist of the songs each chapter is named after: https://bitly.ws/3fJTH
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Jessalyn’s ChosenSoldier Fics by JessalynMichele
Fandom Clear Minds, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
23 Jun 2026
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Before The Last Snowflake Falls by garden_hearts386
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
19 Jul 2023
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The summer had been hot- beyond anything anyone had seen.
Popsicles melted faster than usual, roads nearly popped tires, and training had become more of a bitch than usual to the heroics students. But it was productive. Distracting.
Izuku never minded because at least with everything that had kept him busy, he was away from his anxiety and reminders of isolation and bad habits. But things are always complex, and well, consistent. Sick of the blaring heat, a villain with weather powers releases what Japan may consider one of the worst blizzards in history, all while in the month of June.
When all of those distractions are suddenly stripped, leaving Izuku in isolation with his class in the dorms for a “well deserved” break, those broken bad habits soon mold back into his hands. But compared to his early years, the people around him actually begin to pay attention.
Including a rather persistent blonde.
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Bobby was louder than Buck was used to and he knew this wasn’t going to end with him being big. "What I want to know is why this place is so filthy. Everywhere I look there’s evidence of you slacking off and being sloppy. What were you doing all day, huh?” With each insult Buck felt himself getting younger and younger. He knew somewhere in his adult mind that he needed to get a grip immediately and grow the fuck up, but he was already too far gone. “I bet you were sitting around texting your girl of the night, not even waiting to get off shift just like you did when you first got here. I can’t believe I went to bat for you after you slept around on the job, went to the department mandated therapist, and decided to sleep with her too during a session.”
“I’m disappointed. I expected better from you, Firefighter Buckley. I should have known I can’t trust you to do anything right after you filed that stupid goddamned lawsuit.” He spat Buck’s last name out like it was poison, too bitter to address even slightly casually. “You could’ve ruined all of our lives! You’re just a selfish! Fucking! Brat!” Bobby enunciated the last three words and out of sheer rage and hatred, punched a hole in the wall next to him. Buck broke.
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