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    Level 1 bonds, at their core, are practical things. They are incredibly clinical, especially in the MLH. Injected with grade A suppressants to keep the bond controlled, exchanging scents as briefly as was manageable, a quick barely-there shallow bite to the gland on the omega's neck, paperwork filed with the league office after a full day of observations, and suddenly an omega is considered 'safe' to play professional hockey. The omega, now bonded, is considered less likely to 'disrupt team dynamics,' whatever that means.

    Shane had been nineteen when Montreal assigned him to Gilbert Comeau.

    OR: omegas are only allowed to play professional hockey if they enter into a contracted bond with an alpha on their team. Shane's alpha in Montreal is more than lackluster, but what can he expect? Though, maybe a little forewarning would have been nice, because Comeau suddenly wants him gone, and Shane soon finds himself being traded to what could be the worst possible outcome: Boston.

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    While there are exceptions to every rule, it is generally considered a fact that putting two alphas in a room together, when one or both are in rut, is asking for someone to be killed in a rut induced act of violence.

    This is common knowledge.

    So, when Boston's Head Dynamics Specialist discovers they've put Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov into the same quarantine room after a mass rut inducing incident, there is a lot to be concerned about.

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 74

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    Shane has a no breeding clause in his contract because his ruts are uncontrollable, and Ilya is obsessed with seeing it.

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  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    Ilya settles his chin on Shane’s chest, peering up at him through his long, golden eyelashes. Shane’s heart stutters. “Desperate for my Omega cock?”

    Shane chokes and his cheeks burn – he forces himself to look away. Ilya’s hand snaps out, grabbing him by the chin, and pulling him back to center. “No, no, do not deny it,” he pouts, sticking out his lip dramatically. Shane tries to pull away, whining slightly, but Ilya knows better and holds on tighter. The façade turns on a dime and he leans in close. “Say it, Shane,” he says, his tone deathly serious. “Say that you are desperate for my cock, for an Omega to bend you over and fuck you until you cry-”

    Shane breaks almost instantly, the words bursting from his lips without any control. “Yes, okay, fine! I’m desperate! I’m an Alpha and I can’t get off unless my Omega fucks me in half, so if he could please just do that already-”

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    08 Jul 2026

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    "Is it true? Hollander is on rut waivers?"
    "Mr Rozanov. Sit down."
    "Make an offer. Offer – offer me."

    When Shane is cast out of the Metros due to a mystery hormone issue affecting his game, Ilya makes an offer to save his career: become a Boston Raider, and Ilya Rozanov's mate.

    It would be easier if they hadn't already been sleeping together for years.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    The mattress dips as the alpha rolls onto his back, taking Shane with him. He manoeuvres him like he weighs nothing, until Shane is sprawled half-across his chest. The city lights paint stripes across Ilya's face through the half-open blinds, catching the mole on his cheek and the earnest look in his eyes. His thumb traces absent circles over Shane's lower back.

    “You can stay,” he says, quieter this time. Like it's simple. Like Shane hasn't spent five years of his life sleeping alone.

    Shane Hollander was nineteen when he finally presented. Twenty-one when he got diagnosed with IOED, a rare condition that shows itself with delayed secondary omega traits and absent heats. In other words: infertility.

    After his boyfriend breaks up with him for this very reason, Shane has to come to terms with the fact that he’ll probably be alone forever. What alpha in his right mind could possibly want a defective omega?

    That’s where Ilya Rozanov comes in, proving him wrong at every turn, because loving Shane appears to be the easiest thing he’s ever done.

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    08 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 87

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    Shane Hollander has spent years making sure no one knows he is an omega.

    Suppressants, scent-neutralizing products, careful routines, and sheer force of will have gotten him all the way to the MHL without anyone finding out. As far as the world knows, Shane is a beta. A good, reliable, unremarkable beta.

    Then his suppressants fail during a game against Boston, and fortunately for Shane, Ilya Rozanov is close enough to notice.

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    08 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    Shane has always been a textbook beta, except there are some habits (read: urges) that he couldn’t help but act on.

    Ilya agrees to stay at his cottage, but he doesn’t know there’s a secret stash of his clothes that Shane uses for his nest. Uh oh.

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    Omegas are known to be the scariest fuckers in hockey. Shane Hollander tries to prove they don't have to be. Then he meets Ilya Rozanov. There be dragons.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Scott Hunter came out as gay in a ridiculously public way. Despite winning the cup, and being named MVP, playing Hockey is rough the following season. More than anything, Scott is dreading facing against the Boston Raiders and Ilya Rozanov in particular.

    However, the homophobic slurs and chirps aren’t coming from the Russian’s lips, or from any of the rival players. And it’s not a Boston Raider who takes a swing at Scott with their hockey stick, but another Admiral. And the first person to come to Scott’s defence on the ice is none other than Rozanov.

    So Scott Hunter finds himself on the ice with a badly injured Boston Raider who may have in fact just saved his life. He’s asking for somebody, whimpering their name, Scott leans closer to make it out – he must have misheard.

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    08 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 28

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    Russia is not a safe place for male Omegas. Everybody knows that. So it’s a good thing that young rookie Ilya Rozanov is quite blatantly destined to present as an Alpha any day now.

    ONE SHOT

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “I thought you were okay with this. With us. I know…” Shane trails off
    “Of course I’m not okay with this - he’s fucking hurting you Shane.” Yuna takes the opportunity to finally say it outright. She doesn’t hide the vitriol in her tone.
    “Wha-” Shane’s eyes get wide. Something like comprehension crosses his face. His eyes dart down to the bruise on his wrist. “Oh.” If possible, his face gets redder still. Yuna frowns. “No, mom, he’s not- uh- hurting me. Like that.”
    What? “Did somebody else give you that bruise then?” Yuna feels a bit hysterical. Has Rozanov Stockholm Syndromed her son?
    “No,” Shane grits out, “it was, uh, Ilya. It was just. You know. Like. Um.”
    And suddenly Yuna understands. She understands all too well. She understands more than she had ever wanted to about her son.
    "Oh."

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  13. Rec *

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    The house where his mother killed herself is nothing but a pile of ash. It should satisfy him, maybe, that the building that was once her prison is gone. It was his prison too, for years. But something about the way the charred brick has crumbled in on itself makes him feel empty.

    Suddenly, Ilya Rozanov is a single parent to his orphaned niece. Suddenly, he has a whole lot more to lose.
    The only way to keep his love safe, is to keep it secret.
    (Its not like he doesn't have enough of those already)

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    Ilya barely had time to grab hold of the island countertop before he felt his knees give out. His back hit the base as he crumpled to the floor. 

    Irina. 

    "Alexei," Ilya’s voice came in gasps, "why does your daughter have our mother's name?"

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    After Alexei discovers he has an illegitimate child, he turns to Ilya for help. Will Ilya choose duty to a family that despises him and save an innocent child? Or will he choose his love for Shane Hollander? Because Ilya is certain that he can't have both.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “Ilya, you don’t actually want to watch these, I promise. They’re just boring old kiddy games.”

    Ilya blinks. “Shane. Are you trying to tell me that I will not like something because it is ‘boring’? I think we have plenty of evidence that this is simply not true, no?”

    Shane fixes him with his most withering glare. “Well, if I’m calling something boring, imagine how boring it actually is.”

    “I know you are trying to trick me, Hollander,” Ilya states, raising a single brow. “But you will not deny me my right as your husband to see baby Shane in his tiny little skates.”

    Or: Shane and Ilya watch some of Shane’s old home movies. It leads to a few revelations.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    It’s not until Hayden is already in Shane’s bedroom, until he’s already reaching for and opening his nightstand drawer, that his lagging brain finally catches up with the situation at hand and he realizes that maybe he shouldn’t be rifling through the personal belongings of his intensely private best friend.

    He has this thought maybe a millisecond before he finishes opening the drawer, which is already far too late. His eyes have already swept over its contents, and—

    Well. The Advil is certainly the least interesting thing it contains.

    Or: An intensely hungover Hayden goes looking for some headache relief in his best friend’s house. In his search, he discovers a stack of Polaroids that feature a very notorious face.

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    It was difficult to wrap her head around the idea that Rozanov—Ilya—missed his team flight to drive five hours seemingly for the sole purpose of bringing Yuna the largest bouquet of carnations she had ever seen, but if there was another explanation, it was beyond her.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Yuna is confused when her son asks them if they can go visit Ilya Rozanov, her son's long-time rival, at the hospital, but slowly, when they take him home with them to care for him until Shane can get there, the puzzle pieces are starting to fit together.

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